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Fast Forward

I’ve enjoyed the past year so much. Too bad it’s nearly the end for so many things that I’ve come to love. Friends, places, mostly friends.

Time is a wonderful thing. We have so much yet so little. There are ocassions when you want something to end badly and when you’re finally close to the end, you wish it would stay. You hate yourself for not enjoying the time you had to the max. Is this the what older people feel when they know they’re reaching the end of their lives? Do they look back and say “All the things I could have done… all the things I could have enjoyed. But I didn’t because of ignorance…”?

We long for more time though we know it isn’t possible. They always tell us to not waste our time, to enjoy it as much as possible, but we never listen. Then we see they were right when it’s too late.

Okay, time to stop talking in general, time to talk about me.

Less than 15 days.  That’s all I have to say…

It feels like I’ve been living in fast forward and everything is just passing by. And  I can’t do anything about it.


I’m a planner

Ideas and actions.

Planning and performing.

I have a very big  problem with these things. You know when you get these really good ideas at night and you think “I’m going to do this tomorrow” and then the morning comes and you just realize how stupid that idea was? Or at least you think its stupid. I’ve learned that when that happens to me no matter how stupid it might look later I should sill try because sometimes it will turn out to be a good decision. But sometimes this isn’t the case.

I’m a planner. I plan things, I over analyze. This is both a good thing and a bad thing. It’s good because you think of the consequences of your actions, therefore you normally choose he right thing to do. Or what you think is the best thing to do by your standards. But sometimes over thinking things can ruin everything. I plan things in my head, I visualize situations. But then when the moment of truth comes sometimes it doesn’t go as planned. Maybe you got nervous or some external factor you hadn’t though about interfered (You never think about everything that might happen).

Lately I’ve just been trying to restrain myself from thinking too much about something I have to do. I try not to plan things. Not exactly plan, just to go a little too far. It’s not easy but with enough mental discipline I’ll get it done. Like I said in a previous post, this is part of a personality I’ve developed myself.

No picture today since I don’t have my camera here.

: )

-Wil


Bubble of Thoughts

“My thoughts are like stars I cannot fathom into constellations.”

-John green, The Fault in Our Stars

I have nothing to write about. No, I have many things I want to say I just can’t organize them. Repeating that quote in my head helps a lot and it can help you too. If you don’t have any ideas, just think you do, and you will.

I’m feeling a bit bored today. No, not a bit. I’m feeling very bored. Have you ever been so bored that you literally just want to lie in bed and cry. Not because you’re sad about anything, it’s just the boredom. I feel that now. Maybe a bit of writing will make me feel better.

I’ve been writing a song on my ukulele. It’s a love song. I don’t have much experience writing love songs, or at least good love songs. In fact, I have no experience writing any type of song. This one is going really good tough. It has some serious stuff as well as some humorous, nonsensical lyrics. I’m feeling quite a bit creative lately. Remember back in early November when I wrote that post about being extremely happy? Its something similar. And guess what? I did get into photography.

They say surrounding yourself with creative people will help spark your own creativity and that is something I have confirmed. I’ve had a really great burst of inspiration and ideas. Though it might not show through my writing but I have. Or maybe it does show since I’m posting fairly frequently. Well, we can’t say that when I’ve only written two posts for now but you’ll see!

Today I feel like just switching off my mind and relaxing. You know, not think about anything. I want to go read a book somebody lent me, I want to create some fun little sketches. Maybe write a story as well? I want to finish writing that song I mentioned, maybe even start another one after I’ve finished that one! I want to take some pictures too. Maybe go some place and photograph something unusual. Oh but wait… I can’t drive. My backyard will do, there must be thousands of beautiful things I haven’t discovered yet.

So I’ll be going to do those things now. This is a picture I just took of my ukulele. It’s not the best I’ve ever taken but I like it.

Also, if you want to come and say hello and be my friend and stuff, here’s a link to my Twitter and my Tumblr.

: )

-Wil


Scared of people

Over the course of my life I’ve been developing a sort of personality that I now hope I hadn’t adopted. I’ve shut myself off from the world and become a very big introvert. I mean, being an introvert is not bad, in fact I love being one! But sometimes it just goes to the extreme. Today while talking to someone who is very close to me I couldn’t even look them in the eye. Sometimes I  just start sweating and trip on words. (Let me clear up that this happens to me with a lot of people, not just this one). It gets very frustrating at times.

After careful evaluation of my actions I have come to the conclusion that I’m scared of people. So as a kind of self-therapy I’ve decided I’m going to let go of my fears on this post.

People are just human beings. Why am I scared of them? Lets list the reasons:

  1. I worry too much of what others could think
  2. I over think everything

That’s about all I can think of. But we can conclude that my problem is over thinking and I do a lot of it. Just imagine thinking for about 10 minutes if you should send a message to someone through Facebook. It’s not only in real life but also on the internet when there are so many barriers between me and the other person.

I’m horrible at starting conversations and even worse at keeping them going. When somebody asks me something I normally kill the conversation right there. Even with my family. Once my father asked me a question and I answered with a simple “yes” and a spot on explanation that required no further discussion. My mother pointed out to me that I was too fast on killing the conversation and also too aggressive. Of course, it isn’t my intention to do so, it just happens.

Telephones. Cellphones. Calls. Video Calls. Those are the names of my worst nightmares. I’m always scared of how my voice might sound on through the phone, or how my face might look through the webcam or camera.

Now that we’re done with the causes, naturally we should discuss solutions. What can I do to stop over thinking? What do I do to stop worrying so much about things? People say “Talk to someone” but I already have and it hasn’t helped much. Writing this whole posts costs as talking to someone, maybe it’ll help me pour out my worries, even if I’m literally talking to myself. (Talking to myself is something I quite enjoy, I don’t mind saying it. NO I’M NOT CRAZY!) . Right now I honestly feel better.

Being so shy is a very big problem in my life. Often losing opportunities for things that should be done right when you have the chance.(If I know you and you’re very close to me you might have an idea of what I’m talking about). Tomorrow morning I will make sure the first thing that goes through my mind is “I will not be shy” and I’ll keep repeating it. They say positive thinking is very powerful.

Alright, I’m feeling much better now. Thank you for helping me. I leave you with this picture of a thing:

: )

-Wil


A post with words

Well, over the summer I have become more of a nerd than what I ever was (and I am proud!). Before I start, let me say this post will contain sentences, words and letters. You may also find punctuation marks (do not feed).

Well as I was saying, I’ve become more of a nerd than what I ever was (I don’t think I’ve mentioned the fact that I consider myself a nerd in my previous posts, sorry about that). I discovered a massive community of people like myself called the…

And as the image above clearly says, we are made of AWESOME. The Nerdfighters are a community of people who work to rid the world of its suck. We come from different cultures and nationalities but we all have our nerdiness and desire to fight this world’s suck.

Also, as you all know, the Harry Potter series has come to an end this summer. I enjoyed the last movie very much and I felt really sad when I realised it was all over. But if you’re a Potter fan and are looking forward to more of this series you can check out the new online reading experience called Pottermore by clickinghere.

Over the last 7 days, a contest was taking place to see if you could be one of the lucky million people to get into Pottermore early (the contest is now over). The contest consisted on solving a Potter related clue, after solving the clue you were taken to a website where you had to find the Magic Quill (more information on the Magic Quill here). After you found the Quill, you were taken to finish your registration process, receive a confirmation e-mail, and finally validate your account securing a possible spot in the first few to get into Pottermore. One million Harry Potter fans managed to get in (including myself).

I got in on Day 2. Did you get in? Comment below telling me on what day! Didn’t manage to get in? Comment below saying so aswell!

Pottermore will be open to all on October. Early access accounts will start receiving welcome e-mails starting next week and ending on September 30th.

Don’t Forget to be Awesome, Nerdfighters!

; D

~Johny